The poem by Rusen Kumar captures the essence of inner turmoil, transforming disturbance into a powerful force for personal growth and self-realization.
Words Rusen Kumar
1.
I am disturbed,
Yet nobody can disturb me,
I carry this storm within,
A silent turbulence that no one sees.
2.
I am disturbed with my purpose,
My purpose gnaws at me from within,
The sharp teeth of my purpose pierce deep into my gut.
Uncontrollable, ever restless,
Never at peace, never released, never at ease.
3.
I am disturbed by my mission,
A fire burning deep inside,
Its flames are fierce and unyielding,
In them, I cannot hide.
4.
I am fully disturbed these days,
With the weight of my work on my soul,
It presses, it pulls, it tears apart,
Yet it is what keeps me whole.
5.
Nobody dares to disturb me,
For my turmoil is my own,
In this battle with myself,
I stand undisturbed and alone.
6.
I am fully disturbed these days,
With visions that haunt my night,
With dreams that fuel my days,
A ceaseless inner fight.
7.
Disturbance is my companion,
It drives me, it shapes my mind,
It whispers to me in the dark,
Its voice is neither cruel nor kind.
8.
But this disturbance is not defeat,
It is my strength, my call,
In every moment of chaos,
I stand, I rise, I refuse to fall.
9.
So let me be disturbed,
For in this state, I grow,
With every wave of unsettlement,
A deeper truth I know.
10.
I am completely disturbed,
Yet no one can disturb me,
For I am forged in this unrest,
This is my destiny, my decree.
11.
In my disturbance lies my power,
In this turmoil, I find grace,
For only the deeply disturbed
Can carve their own space.
12.
I am disturbed these days,
And I will be until the end,
But this disturbance is my guide,
My companion, my eternal friend.
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